Carson at 2 weeks old, Carson at 2 am

Carson has changed so much in just the first 2 weeks. It's very difficult to get a picture of him where he doesn't look frantically hungry, because well, he is always frantically hungry. People keep telling us he is the spitting image of Jared. I think he is the spitting image of an old man. Time will tell. Last night was difficult as he wanted to eat for 3 hours straight and was still not satisfied. My mind wandered to the bottles of formula that I knew were in his closet. But I realized that that decision should not be made at 2 am. This is the tough part.It was easier with Kate (or so it seems now) because we could just keep mixing bottles until she was satisfied. With nursing it takes it of you physically and emotionally. I think he might be going through some kind of super human growth spurt that lasts for weeks instead of days. Can you hear the frustration and exhaustion in my words? Yes I know, it will get better. Just being real.I promise to be all cheery and babyfied in my next post.I'm just really tired today.