Sunday, September 29, 2013

Every Little Moment

It seems like my life these days is made up of these little moments. Lots of "I love yous" and "Can I cuddle with you?" and "Mommy come sit by me" and Kate's most endearing "Thank you for knowing me Mom." LOTS of these moments lately and I am so overwhelmingly blessed. And sometimes I think what if my life had turned out different? What if I had been absent from work that day he and I  met? What if right at the beginning I would have said this is too much and I'm out? I wouldn't have my Kate and Carson. And the thought of that puts a huge lump in my throat and painful tears come to my eyes. Painful tears. I just can't imagine doing this any other way. Even if I knew everything I would have to go through I would still have stepped on this path with out another thought if it meant I would get to meet Kate and Carson. If I would get to be their Mommy. There's no price I wouldn't pay, no experience I wouldn't walk through just to be way where I am today. I think my kids will need to know this someday. I think they will need to know. "You were worth it." Worth everything. 

My most favorite girl in the whole wide world.

My most favorite boy in the whole wide world


God has said, "Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you." So we say with confidence, "The Lord is my helper. I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?" Hebrews 13:5-6