Come Again?

So there I am checking my emails before the end of the day on Thursday. A fairly innocuous email comes through from my boss stating that there is a meeting at 10 the next morning. Everyone needs to be there. The training that was planned for Friday morning is cancelled. I thought it was a little odd but we have been having some compliance issues and with the way the market has been I thought nothing of the mandatory meeting. On Friday morning we all gathered in the conference room at 10 and there are 2 people I don't recognize . That was my first clue. I lean over to my coworker and ask her who the guy in the suit is. That's the president of the company. 2nd clue. Ok well who's the lady with the notebook? Oh she's from HR. Oh crap. Anyone who has ever been in business will tell you having the president of your company and the lady from HR at a mandatory meeting is the worst combination. Nothing good can ever come of this combination.My boss started out, "There's no easy way to say this so I'm just going to say it. The bank has decided to shut down the retail mortgage division..." After that I stopped listening. And there it was my 3rd lay off from the mortgage industry in 18 months. Not necessarily a shocker but definitely different from the last two. Needless to say this presents some sticky issues with insurance considering I am 6 months pregnant.I will either be laid off on October 31st or sometime in November. As you can imagine my mind has been racing with the different possibilities. Please pray for our family as I really feel we are at a crossroads. And I feel like there are going to be some big decisions ahead for us. I know that God has us in His hands and I am not worried. He has provided before and He will provide again. As I wrote out our tithing check yesterday it was with little faith, but I have decided that this would be the worst time to stop tithing.God is trying to show me something. I just hope I am aware and smart enough to listen this time. By the way, I HATE the mortgage industry.