Many Years From Now

Many years from now when Carson is a teenager and is finding his own way. Many years from now when he thinks that he doesn't need his Mom I will look back on this night. This night when he had croup and it was just him and me in the cool night air. I will remember that sweet sweet face looking up at me and smiling at him. Repeating to him, "Ma Ma Ma Ma" and him giving me that wonderful 4 toothed crooked grin and saying, "Da Da Da Da Da!" in his raspy little voice. I will remember how he marveled at the bright moon. I will remember how at that moment how much he needed me.